When I was in my junior year in high school 'GO WITH THE FLOW' is my motto. I don't really have any plans in my life. I was a girl who doesn't know what to do. I'm just an average student. The type of student that never studies if periodical exams are coming even in long quizzes. I don't even listens if our teacher is teaching. I have my earphone plugged on my ear and my hair hides the earphone so that I won't get caught. I'm not studying if exams are coming because what's the use of studying if students from higher sections text you their answers. I don't even know what adjectives, adverbs or etc are. The only reason why I have high grades in English is because I'm good at writing essays, book reviews or anything related to writing about something. I love to write that's why. I don't study but my requirements are always complete. When senior year comes I'm still not studying even though I need to study hard because I need high grades for college but what the hell. I just need to pass my entrance exam. I don't need to have high grades because I'm not going to PLM or UP to achieve a high grades. I started taking entrance exam during the month of January. I took the entrance exam of PUP Sta. Mesa, UDM and TUP. I took the entrance exam of UDM and TUP even though I'm not interested in those schools is because I can't just depend on PUP. My first choice in PUP is Tourism and my second choice is Education (can't remember what is the major). I can't remember what are my first, second and third choice at UDM. My first choice at TUP was supposed to be HRM but the admin said that HRM height limit is 5'4 and I was only 5'3 that time so they told me to make Bachelor of Science in Food Technology as my first choice and Education major in Home Economics as my second choice.
The results of the exams was release and I failed at my dream school which is PUP. My heart was crushed so bad because I really want to study their. Why? Because since I was in my elementary days I really want to take Tourism but I failed. I was depressed that time but can't do anything. A month after TUP entrance exam results was release and I passed my first choice which is BSFT. I told myself not bad because it's about food and the admin said that we just need to process and invent new types of foods. That's when my motto repeat over and over again on my mind. I'm not rich and I need to finish college that my mom can afford. So I took the course BSFT even though I don't like it because I just discovered that we have tons of science related subject which by the way I really hate. But I have no choice. My adviser ask me if I like my course and I told him honestly that I don't like my course but I have no choice.
GO WITH THE FLOW? I love to go with the flow but I learned that we need to think before we do something. Because right now I really regret the day I made a decision to take my course but I have no choice but to finish this course to make my mom proud.
